04/02/10 Kath: Tie & Fry
Quote from Admin/Kath on May 23, 2026, 7:18 pmFriday, 4:30 am.
I was with thousands of people, in cars, it was late and night and something happened, like a fire bomb… and I think… I think… we died. When we woke up we were still in bodies but busted up and burnt and torn and hurt. It was an eery lit place, and one man I was concerned about because he talked about a lot of things but me and the guy next to me knew that what he hadn’t remembered yet was that he had left behind a partner and infant son and he would be devastated when he did remember. And we were sitting at this diner, all of us, trying to figure it out… and an old woman, nicely, cleanly dressed, well spoken, midlevel management type, looked at something I had in my hand – a scrap of something – and she looked surprised and said this is important, figure this out…
And I looked at it and it was in the shape of a shield, like a coat of arms, and on the front in big letters it said “TIE & FRY” ( it was raised and I ran my finger along the letter to figure them out) and I thought, it’s the motto of the man that runs this place, and then I noticed code along the edges and in lines at the top, and she said, figure those out, they have values, -- and they were like IE8 and R5 and on the back of the scrap there were numeric values for each code and I had to figure out which codes were worth more than others on the front of the shield, and so I started crossing some out – I was working out the cipher, but I thought (with patience and a rueful humor)… I’ll need help with this. But I KNEW that if I could figure it out – and I was pretty sure I could, and so was the old lady, I could take down the ruler and run the place myself.
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So here's how I finally came to see my dream:
<< I was with thousands of people, in cars, it was late and night and something happened, like a fire bomb… and I think… I think… we died. When we woke up we were still in bodies but busted up and burnt and torn and hurt. It was an eery lit place, and one man I was concerned about because he talked about a lot of things but me and the guy next to me knew that what he hadn’t remembered yet was that he had left behind a partner and infant son and he would be devastated when he did remember. >>
The idea is that in the physical plane there are major rapid changes occuring, transformative -- from one state to another. For me (and everyone else), I am in the middle of the transition, hence a dream state that is neither day nor night -- I am continuing my dialogue with those that "can't quite remember what they left behind" which is not child/spouse but rather spiritual self. And I am quite concerned for their welfare...
<< And we were sitting at this diner, all of us, trying to figure it out… and an old woman, nicely, cleanly dressed, well spoken, midlevel management type, looked at something I had in my hand – a scrap of something – and she looked surprised and said this is important, figure this out… >>
And this is my higher self (which dresses quite nicely), pointing me in the right direction, noting what is needed to be done at the moment -- the diner is the gathering place where a lot of folks are working with the astral contingent in a concerted effort to figure out the plan of action, the place was packed in my dream.
<< And I looked at it and it was in the shape of a shield, like a coat of arms, and on the front in big letters it said “TIE & FRY” ( it was raised and I ran my finger along the letter to figure them out) and I thought, it’s the motto of the man that runs this place, >>
Shield is immediate metaphor for defense, "tie and fry" a lovely way of describing chief feature (bound and fearful of death), and CF always thinks it's running things. But the shield embossed on the scrap was faded and worn, I had to sort of run my finger around it to get the sense of it, and to read the motto -- they were almost faint to the point of being illegible -- this I think is the state of my ego/CF, pretty well worn out. I've watched it too much and have gotten activist on it lately. So this is good news.
<< and then I noticed code along the edges and in lines at the top, and she said, figure those out, they have values, -- and they were like IE8 and R5 and on the back of the scrap there were numeric values for each code and I had to figure out which codes were worth more than others on the front of the shield, and so I started crossing some out – I was working out the cipher, but I thought (with patience and a rueful humor)… I’ll need help with this. But I KNEW that if I could figure it out – and I was pretty sure I could, and so was the old lady, I could take down the ruler and run the place myself. >>
Here is a double message; I am currently working on reinterpreting the miracles in the gospel of john... and really, I've been doing this "deciphering" of content all the way through the last three months of the blog. To do this, I've had to open up to my higher self and astral guides, I've had to be still and listen, I've had to be patient and deal with my CF and I'm about 80% done. The "valuing" is very much this process of assigning spiritual understanding to formerly religious texts. The second level is that as I do this, I am deciphering myself, my essence self, and integrating that -- value becomes being, instead of theorizing. The positive is that my higherself is right there with me and her confidence in me was very strong, and so was my confidence in myself, and I knew, calmly, confidently, patiently, humorously, that with help from my friends I would "figure it out" and run things myself -- or rather as Self, which indicates a pretty good deconstruction of ego.
So in the end I continue on the blog -- because this is my cipher for mySelf. I've hit a bit of a block on the miracles, if I can get it out of my head and on to virtual paper, you'll likely see why. And that I get this dream in the midst of this struggle is very key to understanding it. Also, definitely, I am seeing my higher self much more clearly and allowing it much more directional control.
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Friday, 4:30 am.
I was with thousands of people, in cars, it was late and night and something happened, like a fire bomb… and I think… I think… we died. When we woke up we were still in bodies but busted up and burnt and torn and hurt. It was an eery lit place, and one man I was concerned about because he talked about a lot of things but me and the guy next to me knew that what he hadn’t remembered yet was that he had left behind a partner and infant son and he would be devastated when he did remember. And we were sitting at this diner, all of us, trying to figure it out… and an old woman, nicely, cleanly dressed, well spoken, midlevel management type, looked at something I had in my hand – a scrap of something – and she looked surprised and said this is important, figure this out…
And I looked at it and it was in the shape of a shield, like a coat of arms, and on the front in big letters it said “TIE & FRY” ( it was raised and I ran my finger along the letter to figure them out) and I thought, it’s the motto of the man that runs this place, and then I noticed code along the edges and in lines at the top, and she said, figure those out, they have values, -- and they were like IE8 and R5 and on the back of the scrap there were numeric values for each code and I had to figure out which codes were worth more than others on the front of the shield, and so I started crossing some out – I was working out the cipher, but I thought (with patience and a rueful humor)… I’ll need help with this. But I KNEW that if I could figure it out – and I was pretty sure I could, and so was the old lady, I could take down the ruler and run the place myself.
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So here's how I finally came to see my dream:
<< I was with thousands of people, in cars, it was late and night and something happened, like a fire bomb… and I think… I think… we died. When we woke up we were still in bodies but busted up and burnt and torn and hurt. It was an eery lit place, and one man I was concerned about because he talked about a lot of things but me and the guy next to me knew that what he hadn’t remembered yet was that he had left behind a partner and infant son and he would be devastated when he did remember. >>
The idea is that in the physical plane there are major rapid changes occuring, transformative -- from one state to another. For me (and everyone else), I am in the middle of the transition, hence a dream state that is neither day nor night -- I am continuing my dialogue with those that "can't quite remember what they left behind" which is not child/spouse but rather spiritual self. And I am quite concerned for their welfare...
<< And we were sitting at this diner, all of us, trying to figure it out… and an old woman, nicely, cleanly dressed, well spoken, midlevel management type, looked at something I had in my hand – a scrap of something – and she looked surprised and said this is important, figure this out… >>
And this is my higher self (which dresses quite nicely), pointing me in the right direction, noting what is needed to be done at the moment -- the diner is the gathering place where a lot of folks are working with the astral contingent in a concerted effort to figure out the plan of action, the place was packed in my dream.
<< And I looked at it and it was in the shape of a shield, like a coat of arms, and on the front in big letters it said “TIE & FRY” ( it was raised and I ran my finger along the letter to figure them out) and I thought, it’s the motto of the man that runs this place, >>
Shield is immediate metaphor for defense, "tie and fry" a lovely way of describing chief feature (bound and fearful of death), and CF always thinks it's running things. But the shield embossed on the scrap was faded and worn, I had to sort of run my finger around it to get the sense of it, and to read the motto -- they were almost faint to the point of being illegible -- this I think is the state of my ego/CF, pretty well worn out. I've watched it too much and have gotten activist on it lately. So this is good news.
<< and then I noticed code along the edges and in lines at the top, and she said, figure those out, they have values, -- and they were like IE8 and R5 and on the back of the scrap there were numeric values for each code and I had to figure out which codes were worth more than others on the front of the shield, and so I started crossing some out – I was working out the cipher, but I thought (with patience and a rueful humor)… I’ll need help with this. But I KNEW that if I could figure it out – and I was pretty sure I could, and so was the old lady, I could take down the ruler and run the place myself. >>
Here is a double message; I am currently working on reinterpreting the miracles in the gospel of john... and really, I've been doing this "deciphering" of content all the way through the last three months of the blog. To do this, I've had to open up to my higher self and astral guides, I've had to be still and listen, I've had to be patient and deal with my CF and I'm about 80% done. The "valuing" is very much this process of assigning spiritual understanding to formerly religious texts. The second level is that as I do this, I am deciphering myself, my essence self, and integrating that -- value becomes being, instead of theorizing. The positive is that my higherself is right there with me and her confidence in me was very strong, and so was my confidence in myself, and I knew, calmly, confidently, patiently, humorously, that with help from my friends I would "figure it out" and run things myself -- or rather as Self, which indicates a pretty good deconstruction of ego.
So in the end I continue on the blog -- because this is my cipher for mySelf. I've hit a bit of a block on the miracles, if I can get it out of my head and on to virtual paper, you'll likely see why. And that I get this dream in the midst of this struggle is very key to understanding it. Also, definitely, I am seeing my higher self much more clearly and allowing it much more directional control.
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